Consciousness & Spirituality

This is the final part of a message that I wrote to Luke Eilers (Gold Jacket Luke) describing a weird and amazing experience that I had on Modafinil while in Thailand. Here is Part 1 and Part 2. Aftermath At about 12AM (I couldn't fall asleep due to the modafinil keeping me up) I got out of bed and wrote some more notes down. At this point most of it had worn off (the … [Read more...] about Modafinil, Ego Dissociation, and GoldJacketLuke: My Crazy Spiritual Experience (Part 3)

This is the second part of a message that I wrote to Luke Eilers (GoldJacketLuke) describing one of the strangest (and most incredible) experiences of my life. You can read Part 1 here. Like I mentioned, this gym is in a hotel, on the 6th floor. As I was walking out into the lobby area to get the elevator, there was this guy and his wife there talking, not quite arguing but … [Read more...] about Modafinil, Ego Dissociation, and GoldJacketLuke: My Crazy Spiritual Experience (Part 2)

Last Monday I had one of the strangest experiences of my life. "Spiritual" is the best (and only) way I can describe it. Afterwards, I messaged a guy named Luke Eilers (also known as GoldJacketLuke), asking if I could describe it to him. I had never met Luke or spoken to him before; you'll see why I did this later on. He said sure, but to include everything, be detailed, and … [Read more...] about Modafinil, Ego Dissociation, and GoldJacketLuke: My Crazy Spiritual Experience (Part 1)